Posssible -temporary- disappearance.

I have to warn you beforehand, and I hate to do this so soon after Shade went on vacation, but... For the past few months I have been having thoughts that are... Rather frightening for me. I have tried to ignore it so far, but it is getting to the point where I cannot focus without these thoughts popping up. I am getting help for these problems, but... I am not likely to be as active on the forum as I have been in the past, until we find something that actually helps. But I -will not disappear-. I promise. Be less active? Yes. Any roleplay I attempted to do would probably be subpar, and you guys deserve better then that. But disappear? No. Never. But, I feel guilty about being less active... So I shall warn beforehand.

Welcome to the darkness shali.

I don't -like- the darkness. The darkness can piss off and go away, I want my cheerful disposition back, dangit! I like being cheerful! Gloomy is bad for me!

If there was an answer for everything, I'd give it. But there ain't, I've tried to find it. But don't worry, you'll eventually see through it just keep pushing through the walls.